Never Enough

[Axe_Ccident]

My whole life all I have done is taken care of my family, my siblings. Never, not once have I used that fact against them. Even now when my brother is 18 and my sister is 19 I still take care of them. I share a single room apartment with my brother(18) sister(19) cousin(17) and sisters month old baby. When I say single room that includes the kitchen. They do not pay rent or bills they make absolutely no effort to contribute they get pissed off at me if I ask them to take out the trash (because I physically can't). All I ask is for a little respect and I can't even get that. Most nights I sleep on the floor of MY OWN APARTMENT so that someone else can have the beds (we can't fit more than 2 in the room). I am just so sick. I want to just leave and run away but I can't do that. None of them would even be alive if it wasn't for me. Our mother left us when they were babies and I was only 3. I took care of them at 3 years old I did. I feel like they hate me. I never not once hurt them. I gave them everything. I barely ate just s they could. Now I am 21 blind and dying and I still dont get anything i just want some respect and a little help would be nice. Maybe I am doing something wrong. I am just so angry