Gang Stalking

[Madness88]

And I forgot the fact that guys were atagnozing me at the club about how hot another girl was because they said she looked "Slovenian". I wasn't offended she was hot, but I felt more like it was a threat.

that's the problem.

-- Wed Aug 24, 2022 11:59 pm --

Just remember when I say I hate everyone....

It's just a fact.

-- Thu Aug 25, 2022 12:02 am --

It's why I hate working (and being work mobbed or gangstalked).

The subtle threats and subtle harrassments and suggestions. I'm not lyijng when I say I hate people. I have favorite people, and if you are outside that group, you mean nothing to me. The system failed me and indoctrinated me to hate myself, and I'm VERY unforgiving, not that it matters ,but just saying.

-- Thu Aug 25, 2022 12:06 am --

and there's much more gangstalking I could mention, like people looking similar to me in my workplaces everywhere I go, but if I say something I'm a jealous psycho?

They've been doing this since I was born but only noticable since I was 11. What is twinning?

[Madness88]

As a ginger we are considered "rare". Don't think that's true, but it is odd how many ginger females started working at my last job when I started, and they all were doing better than me. It feels like some force out there has always been trying to make me feel like $#%^ about myself and make me feel less than. It's one thing for natural occurances, but someone intentionally sabataging my self esteem and worth is unacceptable and cruel. I never could do the "right" thing because it felt I was always being distracted or my mental illness was being exploited.

Just so you know, I'm pretty sure I have intellectual disability and other problems that keep me from being able to be successful like others, so for this to happen is disgusting.

-- Thu Aug 25, 2022 12:12 am --

And it's been happeningn *twinning* since I was young in school. It's unnatural.

-- Thu Aug 25, 2022 12:16 am --

And the gangstalking going on right now is insane. Music I listen to, is played in grocery stores. Things I've said in my private fb are now randomly thrown at me by random strangers. If I decide to cook spaghetti, so are the people at the grocery store. My email is locked out, I'm permanently banned from FB, and a mental health forum, and everywhere I go it's like people have taken on the personalities of my old family members. I can barely work anymore.

-- Thu Aug 25, 2022 12:19 am --

I feel like my whole life is locked in a mental instution only it's not a real institution, just trafficking and neighborhood surveillance. I've been sensitized to everything to where every little thing sets me off, and that's usually how I am but since pandemic amplified and street theatre outside my home and everywhere in my town...weird license plates, signs and people questioning me too much in public like if I go to the gas station, or store they are too personal.

[Madness88]

My last interiew for a job felt more like an interrogation from the FBI instead of an interview for a miniumum wage job...and the person even had the mannerisms and demeanor of a cop.

-- Thu Aug 25, 2022 12:25 am --

Many times when I go to the store, people will ask me "what I've got planned for the day", while to some that may seem normal, but I've never heard people ask questions like this when working a register, and asking about if I've got a job yet or if I need to work because they are hiring and need someone (like they are selling the job). I've worked in retail and never have I gotten that personal with a customer to even care about their whereabouts unless they tell me they are going on vacation.

-- Thu Aug 25, 2022 12:26 am --

Many times when I go to the store, people will ask me "what I've got planned for the day", while to some that may seem normal, but I've never heard people ask questions like this when working a register, and asking about if I've got a job yet or if I need to work because they are hiring and need someone (like they are selling the job). I've worked in retail and never have I gotten that personal with a customer to even care about their whereabouts unless they tell me they are going on vacation.

[Madness88]

Even my boyfriend's family is acting weird, like all the sudden they start trying to get to know me better and asking about if I'm able to feel things deeply or read emotions and then when I said yes the person felt like they were purposely trying to interrogate me or trigger me (they were trying to find out if I had anxiety or emotionally weak)... with something that had nothing to do with me, but made me feel guilty none the less, because the way they were acting toward me....intimidating and dominating.

Last year at christmas there was a conversation that was innocent but in the middle of the conversation there was an emphasis on the words "child porn" like it was an accusation that I'm not guilty of, but made me feel like I was supposed to be guilty of something that I didn't do. It wasn't the words but the stare, like I had done something.

[Madness88]

And this one girl there that usually is sweet, had her eyebrows raised and nose in their air with a smug look the whole time she talked to me while her boyfriend paced back and forth over and over in the background...

I literally had a breakdown. And now I'm no longer opposed to "vaccines" lol

-- Thu Aug 25, 2022 12:49 am --

and tranquilizers.

-- Thu Aug 25, 2022 12:52 am --

I'm starting to understand genocide better, not that I'd ever do it, but damn man...

It's just a joke.