Raped yet again by my medical team

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Does anyone care I been raped all my life. I am transsexual post op. Ten years ago my mom said I am not getting a divorce for me wanting to trans motion . She says she always wanted a gay child. Bitch do I look gay. I had to run away to San Francisco ca were I was sexually abused in shelters by men because I wasn’t a so called woman. spiritually raped by shelters being fundies Christians when I am Buddhist. They these fundies prayed on the weak vulnerable most us lgbt.

I went into rehab they diagnosed me with bpd we wanted proof so I was sent to the best of best neuropsychologist. I am bpd of course.

I returned home to *mod edit* stuck Here for ten years . I tried to go to *mod edit* ca were I had family they wanted nothing to do with me bunch of fundies. So I returned home because I was raped by a Mexican man their and left for broke. I was almost arrested because I ran without paying do to this abusive Nd which is police brutality. Defund the police. Anyways the only good thing in my life is moms pet dog a angel given to us a mini schnauzer. He rapiered every thing my mom has done. An apology was she paid for srs. I am still dysphoric I need facial fem and boob job. To be a real woman so guys will date and marry me.

Anyways the govt raped me I found documents that my parents retired veterans by this doctor who is military personal couldnt diagnosis me and treat me because I am not the definition textbook of trans. They knew my parents knew and did nothing.

Now my therapist had me diagnosed by her husband a neuropsychologist as not bpd but a general personality and mood disorder remember *mod edit* hospital is a backwater hospital compared to sf ca. Isn’t this a violation a husband and wife team . I was raped again by my medical team . My medical team in sf ca raised to believe I was bpd. Now this backwater hospital is telling me otherwise. I value my *mod edit* medical team but I think misconduct has happened. My therapist after I got angry via email about not treatment of bpd got angry with me. My psych a student doctor said my medicine is same for bpd. Wtf do they care or am I being raped again over and over. I am 38 20 yrs have been taken from me because of this diagnosis and lack there for. I have no boundaries because though all my therapist I had in *mod edit* were empowered to treat trans people aren’t trained.because of this little no doctors will treat trans . Do your job and do it right train me to be the perfect me so I don’t abuse others with bpd