Ask me to tell you my story one more time!!!

[IDeerInHeadlightsI]

Have you any idea how difficult it has been to move on from the past?
Why do you make me go through this every single time when I receive treatment?
This pulls me through hell. There are new revelations to be made and, despite keeping extensive notes from all perspectives, you ask to repeat, repeat, repeat.

You call this a "new technique" and that a "new technique" but I am tired of being a Guinea pig or Rat to run your experiments on. At the end of the day we all know the truth, that I'm just the soul of a dead little girl lost in an adult womans body.

I don't have the money to get the treatment that I need because those I need are above what I can afford and those who try to help are just breaking me.

Can't I just leave my ghosts behind? I want to start a new life but the scars just never go away.