Can Poor Focus Be at The Root to it all?

[Kharhk]

sounds? why am I trying to control my focus and I feel that I'm hurting myself either way? I was told I was put in group homes to help me at 50.
While I was independent with the help of my family since I was 15, working at 18 and I'm in crisis now (NOT SUICIDAL).
I believe that I am having a problem due to a need to have a wellness check (hospital visit to adjust my medicines/eval). I was told this is not how it's done in today's time! I need my parent's help and their not here.
This housing and all the changes are getting me upset. Even the other housemates leaving me alone is making me upset. I want to be better!