Dream/nightmare

[Crittle]

I had a "dream" a few wks back and I met ALL, too many to count, my alters. It felt like I was abducted by aliens and they wanted me to join their society. It was confusing, sad, disturbing, evil and good at the same time, weird and odd, felt violating and an interrogation, scarey, new, fresh, and crazy as my last word to describe it. Some of them were SOO evil and disturbed, few were nice. They wanted me like a sorority wants a rushee. There were too many to count. I'm so afraid of them cuz their foreign to me. How am I supposed to make myself whole when everything in my life is ###$ and these alters are the result and they are NOT good. How do I heal?