Will This Ever End?

[JayIncognito]

Every morning I wake up with a positive attitude and convince myself that its going to be a good day. By the end of the day I once again come up against a brick wall. I try so hard every day to stay optimistic and conquer one task that will help keep me moving in the right direction. I want to continue blaming my EX for this but he will never acknowledge how he ###$ up my life and left me to continue putting the pieces together. I would like to go thru one day not feeling like im up against a never ending war and go to bed knowing that I can rest peacefully with no horrific nightmares that have forever been imprinted into my soul.