adios

[MotherHorseEyes]

Gonna try to kill myself again. I'm tired of the dealing with the same $#%^ everyday. I'm a waste of life and I deserve to die. Everyone who's ever wrong me just gets away with it when I die, so I'm sure they'll be happy about this. The only person I ever loved is too busy living her new and exciting life to ever think of me. This was really a #######5 life. I wish I had a gun then I'd know I'd die for sure. Oh well. If my method doesn't work I'm gonna be pissed.

[AmandaBroken]

Suicide is not the answer. It may seem like it but it is not. People will miss you and be haunted for the rest of their lives wondering what they could have done and why they missed the signs. This is a selfish thing your doing. You're also drawing us into it, and we don't deserve this. Stop. Call for help. Talk to someone. This is not the answer.

Amanda

Feel free to talk to me. I will listen.

[Otter]

Hi Rob. I'm sorry you're feeling this way. Lots of people in this forum have been through similar things and we know how difficult it is. Please reach out to your local Suicide Prevention Hotline or a health professional immediately! You can find US hotline numbers here and international ones here. This is a forum for general support, we can't give professional help, which is what is needed right now. That's why this thread is being locked- this isn't the right place to get such critical help. Please try to keep yourself safe.