Dumping stuff *t*

[smurf]

Not really venting. Just needing a safe area to dump my sh1t

*?t*




You said you would be there. I opened up to you and then you disappear. Silence. No comment. Just nothingness. The silence and lack of contact speaks volumes. I thought you cared, but guess you don't really. Can't say I blame you. I know I'm a self absorbed, self pitying waste of space who will probably do absolutely nothing to change this sh1t. The truth is the only way to change this is to...........
Thanks for everything though. Thank you for listening, caring, hearing, just being there and for keeping me safe when it was time to let go.

Thank you. Your efforts were appreciated.



I don't believe you believe me. Why would you? You haven't in the past so why now. I don't want more pills or a change in meds. I just need help to exist for a little bit longer