2017 is starting off bad, physical pain, & doctors. (Rant)

[FreakOfTheDemonDoll]

2017 is starting off bad.
I'm having physical pain & my dog died.
I took medicine for pain and it gave me pain in another area of my body.
Now that the original pain is gone I have this new pain from the medicine.
I'm off of the medicine and still have this new pain, chest pain.
All medicine hates me, it's like I'm an alien and all antidotes make me sick, even the mental health ones.
I don't trust any doctor, not even the physical ones because they all tell me I'm fine when I don't feel fine.
I've seen this before, you are suffering and you go to the doctor and he or she tells you you are "fine" and there is nothing you can do, you then just go home, ignore the pain, and literally die days later.
I've seen it before.
When doctors think it's "no big deal" and then eventually it turns out you had a heart attack and died.
This is why I only trust myself.
Most if not all doctors are liars.
I know myself best.