Getting attached too easily

[AprilR]

I hate that i get attached to people so easily. That once i have someone's "approval" i have to fit into their expectations of me. I wish people wouldn't act so kind to me without knowing i'm disabled and mentally ill.I'm a source of disgust and ugliness no matter how kind i act and i want to be treated accordingly. I don't want to be treated like a normal person. I just want to do whatever people want me to do, i want them to act however they want without considering my feelings.