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I know you dont really care... but in this town, what Ive observed... is just ######6 pussycats. Just push with words or the ones 'brave' enough to come at anyone (usually someone who looks like an easy target) are in packs, like a pack of rats... and wait until your backs turned. That bully I mentioned, he had a pack. And they didnt act until I was dragged into the ground, hand all cut/grazed up, drag you around... feet on your arms, others going through pockets, its 6 man job to mug a f*cking skinny long haird drug abuser, Im sure. funny thing is one of these guys came back into the store I was bleeding out on to see if I was okay (but being subtle and $#%^) telling me to go to hospital and get stiches. dont need ######6 stiches. The bully ran off when I started bleeding and the pack followed. I LOVE BLOOD. even if its my own. dnt cut myself thoguh, thats just gay.

If it isnt 'people they know' then its a pack of f*cking rats. They wait until your vunrebale or Its always a pack. Or both. they wait for you to make first move. Thats why I wait for you to make first move. Im tired of waiting though. Waiting for what? blood on my hands, or a flashback?

This town is just small fry. The real deal arnt seen. Im gonna slice up small fry. Leave a mark on small frys face. small fry acts big but hes just a polite bitch who brags about people he knows. for to long these fu*kers Have been agrivating my mind, my issues, just so they can feel on top. Or are they tryn to make sure I dont remember something? been going on for years now. tryna keep me inside my home. dont want me remebering $#%^? I already had sh*t My mind didnt want to rememebr. Ill show them sh*t to need them to feel like there on top. I want small frys fingers. and hes gonna eat em.

just small fry who pushes drugs to feel cool. dnt even earn enough drug pushing to afford sports cars. bitch boys worse, feels like a G cuz hes a bitch boy to small fry. ill cut em both for laughs. they aint doing it cuz they need to. these pushers dont need it cuz they buy sports cars before hand. Im gonna smash that sports car. Ill do it in daylight too. Nightime is when I sit and wait.

wait for 'people they know'. They can keep a distance though, if smart should nt cuzza me. id be more worried about the hideyhides who think they can push drugs and engage in cyber bully $#%^ and too dumb not to let it slip in person. I want small fry and bitch boy. They made the call. Delude themselves into thinking they dont do $#%^ like that. Thats all they do. bitchboys deluded into thinking he can handle problems by him self. bitch boy is also polite when push comes to shove.

I want their fingers.

Darkskin down the road is involved too. cyber bully hidey hides. thats all they can do though. $#%^ stir and join in on the witch hunt. follw me around online and mock me for having issues bigger than their worthless lives. aggrivating my mind, making me feel un safe. Im gonna kick darkskins door open. Make me feel unsafe you can feel unsafe. Have an open door, on the house. Ill do it cuz know he has to hideyhide on the internet, now hes gonna have an open door. Shudnt be so blatent darkskin. droppd yourself in it.

yaught boy needs to hidey hide too to make himself feel big. I swerved his car for laughs. knows to keep a distance but I know he lives with his parents out in the country. not got an address, ill scope his car. keeps his parents addy safe but more than happy to tell others where you live.

hidey hides rnt gonna be hiding no more cuz im gonna put my mark on their faces. then everyone will spot the hideyhides.

but all this could just be metaphoricall, expressive ramblings of a sexually traumatized individual with maldaptive day dreaming, schizophrenia and extreme dissociation. Is he joking? Is this real? you have no choice but to take it with a pinch of salt. When I put my body armour on. Maybe Ill just cry like a little girl. Maybe Ill go find hidey hides. Noone will know until it happens. unti then ill keep going round in circles. document my $#%^ so I dont forget it. Documented my $#%^ to the police. Psychatirst was on holiday so I told them my $#%^ instead. They know Im mental but I dont have a criminal record so its all in my head as far as they can fathom. Thats what they say. Know you got mental problems they say its in your head. Maybe it is. maybe not. can only take it with a pinch of salt.

no choice but to take it with a pinch of salt. just words on the interent. just ramblings of a mental boy. day dreaming, hallucinating. buying flak jackets, is it a psychological thing? The armour is to protect the mind or protect the body? time will tell. Can buy whatever I want, within reason. Can buy a sword if I want. Can buy a straight razor(done). Can buy a crossbow. Can buy a Flak Jaket(done). Got me elbow and knee pads too. want better ones though. Can buy empty bottles. can buy gasoline. can buy polerstyrene.

Unless I wear them outside you cant do $#%^. and even then... I wonder. No law agasint flak jakets. collective item. If my mind needs to feel safe thats what I do. Can only take weapons off me. Ill use keys instead. cant take my keys. take my jacket. ill buy another one. helps me sleep better. cant take my sleep away from me. only I choose when I dont sleep. dnt need sleep. only the body does. few hours is all it needs. some booze n caffein does the trick. no sleeping gets me in the mood. more impulsive. If you wana f*ck with my head your better of forcing me asleep so I dream more.

Is it psychological? Can only take it with a pinch of salt. Just a daydream , just a hallucination. Just a psychological effect, just a metaphor. just a bunch of words on the internet. cant do sh*t until I act. maybe next year, or year after. maybe Ill just cry like a little girl. I wanna do sh*it for me first. I know the hideyhides. They aint hidden no more. bitchboy dropped the ball. so did yaughtboy. If you hack computers dont admit to doing it on your profiles. if you run bitchboy for smallfry dont drop the ball. If you know who murdered my old friend then dont rub it in my face. Dont care for their $#%^, didnt need it rubbed in my face though, their $#%^ is their $#%^. I just want smallfry.

just a metaphor, can only take it with a pinch of salt... I do like fish and chips.