also his cat hates him too cuz he never fed her and locked her in the bathroom so she couldnt get to me! I saw her in there in my mind, kept telling myself, ur just winding yourself up...but some1 confirmed it. and no not a voice, some other psychopath(*) ###$. wont name him though. I give him the sympathetic ear always when he bitchs bout TB but laughs at me when I mention $#%^ hes done to me... then he says "TBs a good frend to me" I know, cuz IM the one absorbing all the ######6 abuse so you dont have to! even if im not there, they just use my name to make up $#%^. I could die, leave, without a trace or peep and theyd still be using me as an abuse doll. Anyways , psychopaths have their advantages. No care for anyone but them selves so I dumped my rapeseed on him.
I dnt want sympathy, im beyond tht... just a little ######6 respect every now and then would be fine. But I think Im beyond caring now. Anti social Psychopaths are worhtless human flesh.

(*)haha, told him he was a psychopath he didnt even know! Told him he dont have proper human emotions. He siad "yeh i do, wen my ex cheated on me I was upset and cried and everything" yeh, when ITS about *you*. So ill just dump my rapeseed on you, cuz it dont effect your heartless worthless flesh.
My hearts still here... slightly... All i wanna do is save this planet, but always getting pissed on, my anxiety raised, paranoia from pictures being taken and threats of violence when I call *them* out. All you are is a dumping ground for my rapeseed now. ANd ill bleed you out, and to quote someone before me "I'll cut that ######6 wart of and make him eat it!"-some dude.
edit: I own the cat now..she hates him! she my cat! meow!