Struggling to get the motivation to do d--- Access hwk
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An open letter to teachers--
Dear teachers , you sure as h--- have a thankless job whilst employing one of the highest cognitive functions a human can pull off (the other two being healing and parenting),but i became quite friggin weary on you guys winging up on a pedestal.
Now I know how in some culutres teachers are nigh-venerated.Hence why in the Indo- and Sino- spheres there are titles meaning expert like "guru","-tzu",sifu,sensei etc . Goodness knows how for even non-spiritual stuff the image of a teacher is stereotyped to one of an intellect who's implicity kind of uppity or cranky.
Now when it comes to the Western/Eurocentric view of a teacher....centuries of European classism including the self-insularity of intellectual haughtiness which I admit/am aware various philosophers I like prob. had is a d--- common thing seeing as how in the grand span of time,widespread literacy is quite frankly a d--- recent thing as is like "head up your ash" literary genres,this stuff not happening quick enough in a good way prob. being the reason why so much of the maybe just barely literate world has latched on to visual media like the internet and movies so much in spite of the violent,self-indulgent shlock which might be peddled.
It's nice how *SOME =-=* though not all are starting to realize it' better and healthy for everyone to dissolve that shlocky b.s. of "jocks vs. nerds" .However let me tell you about a place. A place where there is (I'm reiterating this from somewhere else) a streak of incompetent,cocky,male teachers with a "our gang" kind of attitude who used their masculine-ish swagger as a cover up for how inconsiderate they are,including a poser math teacher of a real estate agent who to my severe chagrin works at the community college now ">~< =_= .
For some f---g reason, some have it in them that when they're shining achievers they can have at least one degree + ~2 yrs of going to a place called "teacher's college" (*NOTE*:even "blue-collar" ppl can go their apparently b/c how the h-- else can be hired to teacher woodworking or auto mechanics at a high school?) and peddle back what they learned to a crowd of little more than dumba--- conformist kids,no too rambunctous but not too unamusing either and apparently all well-adjusted much like what that f---g poser was thinking.
F----- you a---holes who thnk it's as simple as that when you have no f----g idea how what entering g.9er who's not too well-adjusted and has gotten his a-- kicked around for most of his life who wishes to make something of himself which surpasses undergrad university studies ,get his a--- kicked around by dips---ts who are oblivious and inconsiderate of his well-being b/c they f---g think that they can make a living out of knowing more than they did when they were in their teens but essentially behaving the same way that they did when they oblvious,cocky,conformists b-----ds who gave no flying f---k for the "power" so to speak within a field of knowledge when you endevour to commit your life it's info instead of thinking it another easy-money making career move >:I !.
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Different topic: I'd like to say how I have thing for dark hair and skin colors when it comes to women and this being a common thing in the school demographics it's one of the things which has made me still being here for an embarresing amount of time "pleasant". Unpleasant has been the reappearance of something who I used to like being here and my mind flaring up and hoping not to project my resentment onto a demographic who I like and respect so much....
I don't (really) know what to do about that,i)should I look more into that demographic and the nice things about e culutre to cheer me up and distance myself away from the energy-burning thoughts of a former crush?.Would it be "putting a group o na pedestal" a little bit,for the not so good reason of not wanting to hate them for remaining you of a single person...
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okay now I'm "thinking/typing out loud"...there's a parralell there btw me tying to do that in regards to a former crush and a constrast with what's wound up happening when I think about the dipstick poser...thing is with the dipstick poser,arrogance is unfortunately I reoccuring behavior I keep "running into" when it comes to the poser's group...then again, the "working class" culture of the central and eastern parts of the city and the dipcheesry their is what I've ben exposed to for most of my life... ..._______________________
Been struggling to get around to doing Access homework.I'm not going to burn in heck for not being at school, I remind myself of that...but so much opportunity/chance to flourish nicely I felt has been robbed from me.
I think I hate or at least have deeply embedded reservations about teachers,I hate the social environment of the instiutional education...what I like is knowledge and information but as much as I might to say what is the not-so-obscure-things-you-can-do point of having info if you can't demonstrate/show it,many an "opposer" I can imagine saying...
d--- it,it's like the closest my dumb, "slow" a--- has to treasure and it's D:< *F--------G IMMATERIAL A---H---S!.Please don't make me attaining it rougher than it already is or has to be,whether your an ingrate or not.
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