GAHHHHHHHHH! MANIA! GABAPENTIN! MORE MEDS!!!!

[voracious_lemon]

i'M IN such a love hate relationshiop with mania because it's ######6 awesome and it's ######6 terrible and I literlaly just woke up this morning and my mind is like "YEAH! LET'S HAVE A NONSTOP DANCE PARTY!" and yeaaaaahhhhhhh, so I did see my pdoc and he added neurontin and I don't htink I'm gonna get it because there's a part of me that believes tomorrow I'll wake up and be fine thanks to the ole' clozapine that sucks ######6 balls! A part of me just wants to go off all meds and probably end up getting killed by a cop. That'd be cool. But I have a hula hooping contest at Bensons this weekend so I guess I have to post pone that