im such a f* up

[badluck]

every hope and good thing comes to an end just like the last one. i don't think there's any hope for me. will never have friends or a partner. theres no chance for me, why lie to myself. living is just pain. the person i like probably hates me now, why did I even try to make a friend. i can't ever do any of this right. i should have died in the past.