i used to read forums before i joined now cant

[in dispair]

hi
I was on here thought it was great reading different topics and forums,now that I joined u cant read anything I have been going to dr for 10 yrs for loss of my 2 kids I go 2 to 3 times a wk I think 2 times is excessive im beginning to think im just a cash cow bc everyone tells me im the only one going twice a wk and my medicare bills are very different so I thought my dr really cared but im beginning to have doubts wasting my time like I gotta go news yrs day only person what do u think thanks in avance