stop!

[smurf]

Stop hassling me. Stop contacting me. Stop asking me. Stop demanding. Just ###$ off and leave me the hell alone. I don't want this. I've never wanted this. I just want it to stop. Please leave me alone. Please go forth and rot in hell. I hate you. I hate you all. I've never enjoyed it. I've never wanted it. Please no more. Not tonight. Not ever. Are you aware of how it makes me feel? Do you know I'm suicidal because of what you did/do? My death will be your fault. Please stop. Please just leave me be. I hope I die before you get me again. Had I known you were here this weekend, I would have made sure I was. ###$ off you bastards. I hate you. I really do :'(