Something is going to happen. I'm quite sure of this. I don't know exactly when, or exactly how, but it's definitely going to happen. I've been building up my whole life until this point, and I think it's just about ready to explode. I pity anyone who comes near me when this happens.
This world has lost me. A small insignificant speck on the planet, is going to disappear. I don't have any answers. I never get any answers. I don't remember enough. If I could just know....maybe things could be different. But it's seeming hopeless that that will ever happen. I wonder what I'll do..How this will all go down. I'm evil, this much I know. I could watch every single other person in this world burn and fall before my eyes, and I wouldn't so much as bat an eyelash. Given the power, and chance, I would do it myself. There is an unfounded hate inside of me, and that's the fuel to my fire. I wonder what things brought me to this point. But I suppose it doesn't really matter, when it's all said and done. I don't think it would be wise to speak anymore about this. But I felt this needed to be out there. We'll see.