Half dead

[Hallusinating]

Don`t know if this changes any of your opinion? But i woke my boyfriend up (too)early in the morning because there was a man sitting right outside my flat. I needed to go down the corridor to the showers and i felt uncomfortable doing it while there was a man sitting there.

(its not normal to sit in the corridor especially not so early in the morning).

So i woke my boyfriend up who at that time didn`t have a job to go to, he bounced back and forward with jobs when he was dating me. Now he has a full time job only because i helped him search for one.

He was a little bit depressed too.
Then it was the fact that he was depressed and probably didn`t have enough energy to both everybody.

And then it was the fact that all he wanted was to go back to bed. Some people are half dead when you wake them up, i am wondering if he was in that state that day? Although it looked like he was awake.