Family gathering recently. My middle sister nearly talked my oldest sister to death on the first day. Machine gun talking the entire day. Unbearable. Second day I went to the doctor and that day the middle sister was behaving. Third day, my middle sister was at it again. Machine gun talking, snarky ...

The other night I was awake almost the entire night having nightmares, night terrors, and panic attacks. I'm on Prazosin but it doesn't always work. I know it's because I started reading books about Narcissistic and Sociopathic abuse. I finally have vocabulary words, concepts, and an understanding o...

I know I keep making posts about this and I’m sorry but I’m truly having a mental breakdown right now, this is absolutely killing me internally, I’m really on the verge of just ending it all Yesterday I tried to watch straight porn because I had been afraid of seeing penises, so I slapped on a rando...

There's a thread in Significant Others from a non who is seeing someone who apparently has DID. Since it IS an SOFF thread (where Nons are allowed to even be critical of someone affected with a disorder) it could be possibly a little triggering, so consider this a trigger warning, although to me it ...

Hello, some background: I'm an ex who was the dumpee. My ex and I had a somewhat healthy relationship that grew from friends into more. The more only lasted about 3 months as i think the more intimate we got the more fearful avoidant she became + more mind games. Due to the weird push/pull for 3 mon...

all my life i have been known as “quite” or “shy”, most teachers would point this out to my parents, and my parents reaction would be she isnt at home. i remember in primary school i was quite towards teachers and other class mates i didnt know very well, however i was able to be myself with my grou...

Hi, everyone, my name is Andrew, and I've been receiving mental health treatment for bipolar disorder from a psychologist and an occupational therapist. I'm curious how these professionals work collaboratively to provide more comprehensive care for individuals like me. I know each professional has e...

I was experiencing harassment since 2015. It came from the fallout of a sibling. I had a row with her in 2014 but it wasn't planned. It was just something that happened from a period of work related stress. She was passive aggressive after that. She was ignorant and intimating. I did try and open a ...

This is mostly so I can talk about this? Nobody in my personal life cares to listen, so shouting to the void of a forum works. At least I get my thoughts out. So, I have sedatephobia. It's the extreme fear of silence. From a brief search, it seems this phobia isn't uncommon, which means there's a de...

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