Ok. I have an issue that did not only already ruin my reputation but also could make me end up in danger. I don't know why, but m*sturbation has become an issue. It wasn't an issue before. The last 3 days I basically did nothing but that out of compulsion. I neglected my health, my mental well being...

I'll try and keep this as short as possible. I started dating a girl I'd known since high school towards the end of last year. We only casually knew one another and didn't keep in contact over the years and are both now 35. She'd always been a girl who was super outgoing, nice and went to Church all...

Hi, everyone. I got involved with a HPD person, didn't know this term existed until a few days ago, I stumbled on a comment on a news portal mentioning HPD, so Googled and found this. I must say it is is kind of weird to read all this, as I feel I'm spying on her personality. Which really isn't the ...

I dont want to be apathetic towards ways I've acted, but going forward, "just trying to be a good person" feels empty to me. It's confusing, how to interpret these things. Not liking myself infects my life, but I don't like being penitent. I would choose the things I had before I marked my...

First of all, English isn't my native language so apologies if this is hard to follow at some points. Also cause this is gonna be a long post but is my first time opening up on this and is a lot of bottled feelings. Some background: I've met this girl for 18 years, since we were 15. She was always a...

My daughter just turned 18, She is a Senior in High School this year. My husband and I have always home schooled her. She has been a pretty good kid. But the past year and a half have been hell. And now that she is "18" she thinks that she is an adult in every way. But of course does not w...

I am new to this forum but wanted to find an outlet for some past encounters. I wouldn't write it as anything serious per say, I just have been consumed throughout my entire teenage years with a tug-of-war between people's expectations of me and my natural wants. Despite very supportive parents, I w...

I was on a medication to manage nerve pain, which was Lyrica based and I have since found that the doctors were just treating the symptom and not looking for the cause. The medication caused a few issues including health issues due to my diabetes which it threw out of whack. Unfortunately, the medic...

I have been looking back at the things that went wrong in my relationships and I know sometimes it was my fault and other times it was something that the other person did. In a couple of my relationships people have completely shut me out and it has really hurt and surprised me, especially when they...

Hi, I'm 18yo male from Wrocław, PL. Currently struggling with OCD and depression. I feel a huge loss because my online girlfriend left me. I met her on internet forum in April 2020. I wanted to meet her IRL on many occassions, but random things ALWAYS came up that prevented us from doing so. We fell...