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A mixed bag of psych syndroms!

Postby XyloTrich_OCD » Wed Jul 09, 2014 8:15 pm

Hi,

I'm new here. I felt compelled to register because this community seems so open and non-judgmental!!

I have mild versions of Xylophagia, Trich and OCD. I recently started looking into this after I sat at my desk and noticed a little clump of paper confetti that had fallen out of the hole punch. Without even thinking about it, I picked it up and at it. Then, as I sat there softening the tiny confetti paper in my mouth... I started peeling and eating the skin that was coming off my sunburn.

I do the "strangest" little things... but in mild forms. I love the feeling of pulling out my hair. I only do it to about 10 hairs on my head... always the same ones. As soon as they're 1 inch long and sticking straight up from my ponytail or through my bangs... OUT THEY COME! I always thought it was the feeling of the hair coming out that was the biggest "rush" for me... but realize that I actually bite off any goo that comes with it! Here's the funny part - I have OCD. I have so much need to control how I look/my hygiene, I only allow myself to pull those few hairs!! I also pull my eyebrows.. the same few everytime. I don't continue doing it until I have bald spots because then my eyebrows wouldn't look so pretty. I bit off the skin on the corners of my nails, but only enough to satisfy the urge because I don't want anyone to notice I do it and would never let it show "red" marks.

I've recently read that there might be some correlation between my OCD and Xylo/Trich ... I guess mine is more a mixed bag of PICA. I also have some mild control over my OCD - I still count, organize, balance things... but I choose which things to do it with. Toilet paper hangs over the roll... my closet is colour coded... my spice cupboard looks like a chinese army... my filing is done as I work... and when I'm really stressed, nothing gives me more pleasure then buying a box of Smarties and lining them up according to their colour by rainbow order.

I also have mild dyslexia.

Anyone else see a correlation between their disorders?
Anyone ever hear of a study that tries to figure out why we do what we do? Like a previous poster said, we're not hard-wired to do these things and they're definitely not learned, yet we do them all in the same manner for the same pleasure... the human brain is an amazing thing :)

PS: I feel really sorry for the posters that cannot control the pulling whatsoever. It's rather heartbreaking for me to hear!
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