by blue89blue » Fri Dec 02, 2016 5:12 pm
Recently, I started going to therapy. However, my therapist is in his late 20s and I'm early 20s. I deffinetly do not see him as a father figure. It's kind of awkward because he is a type of a man I would go for, appearance wise. I am attracted to him. I recently felt uncomfortable that this is therapy and I shared alot of information, whereas I do not know anything about him. Since I've been getting butterflies and well began falling for him... I really would love to get to know him as a person and I just do not like the whole therapy thing. At least not with him. I just do not see him as a therapist but as a guy. He does try and keep bounderies but I am the one who wants to break them I think? I recently touched his face but with my finger. I feel drawn to him, but I don't want to cause trouble. I sometimes poke him. Its just that poking his arm or hand doesnt seem overly sexual...i don't want to have sex with him or anything since I don't know him, but I feel drawn to him and want to have some sort of physical contact...I think there is no point of going to him for therapy as I just cant see him as my therapist.