Im 20 years old,looking for someone to talk

Hi everybody I have social phobia and feeling too lonely.Im twenty years old and female.I listen to rock and metal music. Id like to talk someone, who is like me.Please write to me...

Hi, social_phobia! Welcome to the forum. We can talk if you like. There are plenty of nice people to talk with here.

I have sent you a personal message, Social_phobia.

Hello, come back and talk. lol

Hello again.Now honestly I want to explain my problems.I have a heavy heavy and heavy social phobia for 8 years.I can say theres no connection between me and the world.I used to like people and wanted to join them but I couldnt because of my social phobia.But now I almost hate people,just want to communicate on the net.Also I have serious problems too such as Binge Eating disorder.I feel lonely lonely lonely.All I want is just eating eating eating.Eating is my favorite activity.In addition when i go out I feel sad alone and ugly.I feel like life is torturing me.I cant stop this torture.I go to a psychiatrist.and take some meds---Zyprexa and Xanax---Anyway My second activity is smoking.I smoke 2 packets a day.I will die because of this.And music...Listening to music is my flight.I love rock and metal music,It makes me better.I always dream while I was listening to music.In conclusion,I t is me with my problems.I want to talk people who is like me.Please write to me.Its better to write as a private message goodbye for now...

Hey, s_c! I hope you can find someone with problems like yours, but you can still talk here, if you like. I listen to rock and metal too.

Rock and metal is the good $#%^. I also hate people, not all the time though.