Having trouble to connect with people

Hi, i already created a topic but i think it didn't make it through moderation. Anyways here's anotherone, less gruesome one. I just can't seem to connect with people, i am always nervous about talking to people, i feel like everything i say is stupid, and i am so insecure and terrified of everything and every social contact that i never even had a girlfriend before, i can only socialy function when i'm clonazepam or drunk, thank you for reading and i hope you can help with this issues.

Hi, I'm new to this forum. I registered because I'm afraid to communicate with people in person like you. My hands start shaking, I get dizzy and my whole face starts to burn as if I'm standing in a thick jacket in the summer heat in the sun. I only occasionally wrote to some people on the Internet to chat, but I tried to leave right after the message so that the person would not immediately respond to me. It even scares me. I used to have it a little easier, but I also suffer from high blood pressure and once I forgot I took a pill and took another one and then. And I got amlodipine overdose. I suspect that's what made the difference in the results I'm seeing now. What is your opinion? I do know myself that I will be out as soon as I write this post so that none of you will write me a quick reply. How do you fight this? Have you been able to make a difference? I can't drink alcohol and I can't take many other drugs either. I just need to adjust my body on my own.