i can't function with social anxiety. it took over my life. i cant even work. i don't leave the house.
i don't feel comfortable around people. i can't be calm around them. even going to the supermarket to buy things i need stresses me out, like you said its a normal task for many people but for me it's torture. i feel like i cant be calm , like people are watching me..im afraid to speak to the cashier or other people i run into..i want to run out of there as fast as i can and return back home..
i get panic attacks when im in big crowds so i avoid them. i avoid big events unless its something i really need to go to (like a family event) but I've missed quite a few of those too. it's horrible..
worst of all none of the medications I've tried work. so i leave my house mainly for doctor appointments and that's about it...