I hare the world around me.

I hate the city and the country where i live, most of the people, who live near me. I hate everything. As a result, i don't often go out. I don't study, because i don't want to do out, to use transport (i don't have car) and visit the university. In fact, the problem isn't the only, why i don't study, and the hatred isn't so strong, but i have an attack now.

I think, a cat can help me, because i don't have anyone, whom i can touch and who will sleep with me (it's very important for me, i need this). But i'm afraid to tell my mom about this, because i know, she doesn't want to adopt a cat (she loves them, but doesn't want to have pets).

I have similar feelings, though I sometimes enjoy where I live. I much prefer in doors. Social anxiety troubles me as well, though I like the garden.