I can't make friends without constantly feeling like I annoy them. It's making me super paranoid and just all the more nervous. The reason I started trying to make friends online was because I felt more comfortable not having to engage in a conversation face-to-face. But now I feel anxious even online.. It kinda sucks ass, y'know? I either feel as if I'm being too much or too little. Sometimes I just don't know what's the right thing to say, and sometimes I blurt out too much. If that made any sense. I've felt the happiest since a long time these past few months after meeting some people online, but I've been slowly avoiding them more and more because I fear that I'm annoying them and I don't want to lose them BUT I also fear that I'm not talking to them enough and one day they'll just get bored of me and leave me and AGHHHH.
Not sure how I should approach this. This is a big fat mess. I know. I'm pretty good at making those.
Advice? Anyone can relate?
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