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jasmin wrote:Yes you deserve to be loved and it should never be conditioned on something horrible like what your father did or how your mother expected you to be "perfect".
I so hope you'll be able to get financial compensation from them, that would be the least you should get.
Maybe you're used to hiding things, because of the abuse, so you just tell white lies...

Hi Jas,

Yes, I deserve to be loved.
The love should never be conditioned or something horrible like sexual abuse and physical abuses.
The love should never expect me to be 'perfect' or 'beneficial' for my parents.
I am enough just to be myself.
I am enough just to be myself.

My parents financially abused me.
When I was a teenager, my mom said to me 'we do not have money' repeatedly.
As a result, I felt bad to make a financial request and was not able to ask what I needed when I was a teenager... I had to work when I was a senior high school to have some financial support on my own. I was not able to concentrate on study 'cause I was too tired from work...

I am very used to the situations that people withhold what I need/want without any clear reason.
That is why I make up explanations and tell white lies when I need things from people.

It's awful that you were treated like that. Your father should have spent his money looking after his family. At least you can take care of yourself now, pay for your own stuff and everything.

Yeah, my dad financially abused me. Now the government is financially abusing me.
They give me only less than 1000 $ per month.
They do not consider a market price of rent.
Being on disability assistance reminds me of my dad.

Oh hon it's so hard when you have little money isn't it... It's going to be ok though.

Yeah, it is difficult to be poor.
By the way, I feel I have just experienced cyber bullying.
I have been writing on this website recently.
https://www.ptsdforum.org/c/threads/tra ... 647/page-2

I got his response from one admin. I felt threatened 'cause he says he is going to delete my post.
Also, he calls my names as poem style...
What do you think?
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Hi Mami,

I am going to ask you once, to cease with the poem style writing and comply with forum rules by writing in paragraphs.

Further posts written as you are will be deleted. Please conform to the basic rules this forum asks or action will be taken.

Hmmmm, well it's a bit odd that they have such strict rules It's harsh..