third time caught....please read!

I relate to the just got caught thing. This was my third time. I do it for the thrill. I am a drug addict also, been clean though for 6 months. Right now I have SOO much stress in my life, just writing this stuff down thinking about it makes me start crying. I have really bad depression and I sometimes have panic attacks. I am on meds right now that is supposed to be working, but they are not, I have to make another appointment with my doctor. I am on probation, but just got married, so when they ran my name, they didn't find me in the system. I am scared. Because of the drugs, I got my kids takin' away and I am sooooooo close to getting them back, I am FREAKING out right now, I KNOW they are going to put me in jail!! I am going to lose everything. What should I do??? I'm lost.............

This will require much talking. Please PM me as soon as you can, dear.