Is Latent Homosexuality a Thing?

I know Snaga believes that your sexuality is set in stone prior to the age of 15, but given my experience for the past year and a half I just don't feel that way. I'll explain, when I was 10 I started finding women attractive and only women, when I was 14 I started having this fear that I was homosexual, I started watching gay porn to 'check' (which I found really uncomfortable and weird and anything to do with men I found disgusting) as well as do a bunch o f other things. Eventually I told my mother and we went to the psychiatrist, and they diagnosed me with OCD. For the next three years I would continue having these OCD episodes but they would eventually go away after a bit.

Then in April of last year it was different, I started to find men attractive and I started finding women less attractive and as the year has gone on its gotten stronger and stronger, I think I could enjoy kissing a guy and I could potentially enjoy penetrating a guy (based on my thoughts and feeling). I still find women somewhat attractive but it's not nearly as strong. I'm also very reluctant to figure out wheather I could do these things or not.

Im 19 and still quite young and I know the brain keeps developing into your mid 20's but I never thought in a million years that I would feel this way, I was happy with who I was sexually, this has made me very depressed to the point were at times (including now) I can't focus on anything else other then this. I used to dream of having a wife and now that those desires are so close to being none existent I sometimes want to die. This is quite possibly the lowest point I've been at in my life.

Kaleb28 wrote:I know Snaga believes that your sexuality is set in stone prior to the age of 15, but given my experience for the past year and a half I just don't feel that way.

And sorry if that sounded rude, that is not my intention.