im 35 virgin and i will never have fun ,so what to do ?

hello

Im algerian man .35 yearsold i nver had sex in my life and i will certainly have it in the futur because mariage is so expansive ..i never receive tendrness in my live froml my family , my father humiliate me always intil now ,i never have one sucess in my live so obviously i lost my libido ,probably because i overmasturbate i practise masturbation close to 30 by day ,im still alone without friends ,no body to talk even in interent peole are selfeiche ...

i think i lost my libido since i was 23 or 24 years old ,im very very poor i live still with my family ,we are very very large family even my brother he is maried but he share with us 2 small room , somtimes im oblige to sleep in cave ...my life is misery ,i have no respect when i see in the eyes of the peoples of my neibourhor ,...i wish if i was nt muslim because i want to kill my self ,and to finish with misery , with this live without sense..im condamn to live alone in extreme humiliation and poverty...its inferno

i need tips from only serious peoples because im not joking here im dying evry day ..

there is none in this forum or what ?

i leave this forum its empty ..

You even have to have a great personailty, or great looks, or money. If you don't have the first 2, hopefully you are free to get a job and make $ to get all you desire. I used the desire for the things you want to motivate me to work hard.

i feel your pain every day i am 37 and in the same boat i am poor unemployed never had a girlfriend or even a one night stand there are some days that i think that i am not worthy of these pleasures and the sexual frustration is so much that i feel even suicide is better. but i refuse to give in to that. ive got to go but if your still on this forum you can talk to me