Unwanted zoo sexual thoughts(no action; just thoughts)

Hi there. Thank you all for welcoming me to your boards. I'm sorry if this is in the wrong thread, I really don't know where else to put it.

Before I say anymore, I understand if there are strong feelings about this. Please share constructive criticism but keep in mind that I am struggling and I am searching for help here. I can't control what you will say, or want to, but Iam sensitive and just want some friendly help.

Since I was around 12, I've been overly curious about animal sexuality. I am 100% attracted to humans, but I have had a lingering curiosity towards beastiality that has been a burden and I don't want anymore.

So many times I have dreams about sexual things involving animals and I wake up feeling sexual but I really don't want to like what I dream about. When I see animals having sex or anything, I can't help but get arroused, and I know it's wrong but it's like I can't help it. More than enough have I found myself thinking of animals during masturbation sessions but I quickly attempt to get them out of mind.

When I look at animals when they arent doing sexual things I have no sexual perceptions for them. I love animals, and in some ways I get along with them better than other humans. I have three dogs and two cats, and I would never- ever- ever- do anything sexual to them. I love them too much; you've gotta believe me. One reason I'm here is because I really am concerned and I want to be fixed.

I have never done anything sexual with an animal.

I really am hurting because I don't want this anymore. I'm afraid of bringing it up to my psychologist or my counselor.

I am also bipolar and am on quite a few medications and I find my sexual thoughts and dreams of animals are more frequent when I have forgotten my anti-psychotics (which I take for mild paranoia and feelings of being watched/followed/stalked, and voices).

Please, if anyone...if anyone can help me, please do. I really don't know what to do. I feel like I'm going to cry.

Hi,

Please don't see yourself as weird or sick for having these thoughts because many other people have them inside their heads too. The only problem here is that you feel guilty after you have them, whereas others don't. It is quite natural for a person with a high libido (sex-drive) to associate sex with other things that would normally be considered non-arousing. It is just the brain exercising it's creative prowess.

So, learn to accept that you have these thoughts and get aroused by them. If you can eventually learn not to fear or feel guilty about them, then they will eventually fade away as your brain looks for different ways of creating sexual fantasies.

Kevin

Though Ive never had zoopheliac fantisys I know what its like to feel guilty about being sexually aroused by unconvetional things.

If u want to get rid of these thoughts or at least make it easier to live with them you have to start exploring the nature of them.

What is it that turns u on about animals? is it that it's tabboo? Or is it more to do with being attracted to the way the animal looks or the simply the size/appericance of its genital organs?