why do i do this even though i feel guilty

Why do i feel the need to strip for people, like i always go on websites like omegle, almost everyday. i don't always strip but i take my clothes off for random people despite thinking i don't really want to but the guy is expecting me to so i guess i should.then id give them my snapchat and do it all again. i also masturbate a lot when i get bored when i can't sleep maybe like 7/8 times a week

You've got other needs to meet. Which are more important than not feeling guilty. You've identified boredom as one of them. Others could be anxiety, anger, stress, self esteem issues, loneliness, sadness. If you think back over when this happens. Can you see any pattern in the time of day or other triggers for it? Emotional or environmental?

Ada wrote:You've got other needs to meet. Which are more important than not feeling guilty. You've identified boredom as one of them. Others could be anxiety, anger, stress, self esteem issues, loneliness, sadness. If you think back over when this happens. Can you see any pattern in the time of day or other triggers for it? Emotional or environmental?

i don't know, I've been diagnosed with depression and anxiety. maybe I'm bored and i feel like i need people to give me attention just so i feel secure if that makes sense. but that makes me feel so shameless

anothergirl23 wrote: despite thinking i don't really want to but the guy is expecting me to so i guess i should.

You feel obliged to for fill their expectations, So of course its going to cause you to feel guilt
You look for attention the only way you know how.

I don't believe the masturbation is a problem (i do this too) kinda self soothing, allowing yourself to feel good isn't a problem imo

maybe just try and a work on the problem that is bothering you the most, and work from there.

What uh.....what's your snap chat?

But on a serious note, as you stated you have self esteem issues. This is pretty text book stuff here. It boosts your ego in the short term but harms you in the long term.