help for me??

I'm a 36 y/o female, mother or three, and I dont like sex...at all. Everything about it it...the touch, the feel, the intimacy, the the taste, the smell. I dont like any of it. I grit my teeth and bare it 1-2 times a week to satisfy my husband so that he doesn't go elsewhere and cheat but if it we're up to me i'd just masturbate and get it over with.
Does anyone have any advise for me???
TIA
~C

hi,
i don't know how lightly you are taking this but it's a big problem if you really not into sex at all.but if it's just about you husband like for some reason you don't like you husband doing it with you that's totally another matter.but if it's not that then contact to a doctor immediately.you can't keep you the act for very long and it wont even work for your husband either for too long.it's also gonna cause you real problems in your relationship with your husband.
if you need to be at peace then you need your body and mind both to be at the same page...