I feel wrong...

Hi
This is hard to explain, but I'll do my best...
The idea of intercourse makes me feel weird. I wouldn't exactly say disgusted, but maybe I am. It kind of feels like if I do it, I'll lose who I am, because, I have thought to myself for so long that sex is for inferior people.
I know it's not true, but it's what I personally feel.
I have always been very shy when it comes to such stuff too. For example,I have always been afraid that people would touch me, think about me, or see parts of my body, even if it was harmless, and if anyone mentions the idea, I feel this indescribable sinking feeling.
I also can't change in front of other people, even if they are close girlfriends. So, I wouldn't say I am sexually or bodily comfortable or "free".
Now, I do get turned on, and I have "played around", but when I reflect on it I feel the same feeling as if I was conned.
Does anyone relate?

Absolutely my friend.
I can certainly relate.

I experience 90% of the things you have mentioned. The only difference being that I do like sex, I love it theoretically but whenever I tried to have sex with hookers, my penis wouldn't work. So, yeah, I'm a forced virgin.

I also feel shy changing even in front of people I know well. In my case it's mostly due to inferiority complex and low self esteem I believe.