Can Porn Attraction and ED decentralize me?

I'm 18, and I'm male. Ever since I started watching straight porn about 6 years ago, it escalated to gay porn, then to bestiality porn, etc, etc. (I did watch lesbian porn once or twice, also.)
Now, I hardly find myself getting aroused by women anymore. (I watched mostly straight porn) But I'm still getting aroused by guys. (Because, while I did watch gay porn, It wasn't as frequent as straight porn.) I feel like the reason I'm getting aroused by guys more often is because the gay porn itself, I never really watched it that much, like 25% of the time, maybe? Anyway, when I'm browsing the internet I'll see a hot women and feel aroused. But no matter how hard I try or wait I'll just never feel it rising down there. Infact, it does nothing at all. As opposed to guys which I'm not really into their body, I find kissing guys repulsive but I would do sexual acts with them just to experiment or for the purpose of feeling 'good' so to speak.
I'm really worrying I'm never going to be aroused by women again like I used to, as I said, I feel the arousal inside my mind and heart. But I can never get an erection despite the arousal I'm feeling.
I think it comes to me easier with guys because I only watched 25% gay porn out of all the porn I watched. I'm also a huge fan of lesbian couples. But I was more into the actual couple then the act of lesbian sex so it depends.
Help?

What you describe is definitely addictive behavior. Addiction escalates to the point where only more, and in the case of porn, more deviant, does the job.

You are describing porn addiction and the resulting ED. Dopamine loves novelty, that's all it is. A dopamine fix that will feed a monster that you never knew existed. You are only 18, get help now before your life is ruined.

You are an addict, and porn is your crack. The only problem with porn is that you can't detox your memory. Every image in embedded in your brain, and every image makes it harder to quit.

Get help like your life depended on it. It does. ED with women is the least of your problems son. Good luck.
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Michelleinmichigan wrote:What you describe is definitely addictive behavior. Addiction escalates to the point where only more, and in the case of porn, more deviant, does the job.

You are describing porn addiction and the resulting ED. Dopamine loves novelty, that's all it is. A dopamine fix that will feed a monster that you never knew existed. You are only 18, get help now before your life is ruined.

You are an addict, and porn is your crack. The only problem with porn is that you can't detox your memory. Every image in embedded in your brain, and every image makes it harder to quit.

Get help like your life depended on it. It does. ED with women is the least of your problems son. Good luck.
http://yourbrainonporn.com/erectile-dys ... n-and-porn

Thank you so much for your response.

Hang in there, Shadowking. And keep posting, if that helps. For me, my problems can be clarified [or made not that big a deal] to put them into words here. And it can help other people reading and going through similar things.

Also, you don't want a relationship with a woman on the internet. So the reaction you have when looking at pictures isn't at all what it'll be in real life. But ED will mess with you in both ways over time. So MIM's advice above is good.