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Schizoaffective with paranormal intense orgasms

Postby Not There » Tue Jan 21, 2014 5:55 pm

I hope I'm in the right area. I do consider what I experience as a sexual dysfunction, but for the moment I pretend it's normal and just a part of my brilliant over active imagination.
I started to experience psychosis shortly after successfully using a ouiji board. I even then started to experiment with automatic writing and scrying with great success.This success may have just been the ideometer affect which was stimulating my imagination. I then started to experience visual hallucinations, especially after long meditation sessions trying to "reach out to the other side" or spirit world. Then hallucinations became auditory, the tactile, then olfactory and nociceptive.

Eventually I started to become delusional about many things. I started to have sex (sometimes unwillingly) with hallucinations. They claimed to be demons or fallen angels, and they told me that they wanted me to die in ecstasy. When these sex sessions started, some of them that lasted for along time-sometimes hours, would leave me feeling beyond physically drained to the point where I thought I was going to pass out and die. It felt so agonizingly pleasurable, better and unlike having sex another human being, that I fell into lust and was willing to die for this psycho-sexual-spiritual experience. But eventually the sessions became so intense and more frequent (I'd have hundreds of full blown orgasms a day without stimulating myself) that I started to become suicidal. When I tried to stop these sessions, these demons would rape me and torture me physically.

I now only have one to four orgasms a day and most of my symptoms are gone or only at a whisper of strength.

I've tried to find biological, psychopathalogical scientific information about this, can't find anything about it. As far as I can guess about the dopamine theory in the limbic system is our reward center. Maybe I was just overly tapped into this center. It seems that most people that suffer from schizophrenia don't experience excessive labido, but just the opposite, but this might be more related to the antipsychotics, I'm not sure.

Has anyone else experienced anything like this? Are you educated on what's going on with your biochemistry, and if so, what is this?
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