I need HELP

I am a 26 year old Gay male who’s been in a 7.5 year relationship with my fiancé and I have ruined my relationship after having chance after chance after chance I need to change for myself, my fiancé and my relationship I believe he is willing to try again if I can get the help! Please any advise or your experience would help!

So here goes,

I believe to have a sex addiction and an addiction to porn and webcaming live with strangers, I feel quilt afterwards but keep going back for more this has been happening for a good few years and I need it and want it to stop. I am not happy with the man I have become I am destroying and pushing away the best thing that has ever happened to me and I really don’t know what to do! I have made my first move by contacting my doctor for help and is referring me to a mental health team and to a therapist and I am also going to ask for some antidepressants to Lower my sex drive, I don’t know what else I can do I have had him put restrictions on my search browser on my phone so I can’t access them at all but sex and masturbating is constantly on my brain and it’s not normal or healthy to be with way I am out of ideas to stop the urges and thoughts of a sexual nature please I need HELP!

Other than smashing up your devices, not sure I know of a sure-fire way. And then a person just goes and gets other devices... been there, done that with my own online bad habits.

I think it comes down to having to want to stop, more than the desire to do it. And it takes a lot of want to, 'cause it's so darn hard to quit sexual habits.

What sort of antidepressants are you looking at?