I am utterly infatuated with Emma Watson...

a year on from then...
this is the first thing ive posted about my once obsession with emma watson, sort of different if to this but my obsession with emma watson pretty much took over my life for a while. the difference is i was 11 years old at the time, and im a girl. and note that i am, and have always been completely straight.
unlike the first, and other storys i read, theres nothing sexual to do with it, im 19 years old now and emma waton hardly cross my mind now. but once..
not sure how it happened but i remember seeing the first movie first of all, and not really paying attenion but thinking shes kinda cool.
6 months later and.. i had been on every emma watson fan site i could find, learnt everything i could know bout her, i disengagead at school more and more coz i didnt care bout anyone else and if you wernt her then, well.. i didnt like you really. looking up websites momentarily would feel better, then as soon as id got of the computer id feel worse than felt real awful afterwards, and more and more, the molre sdites i went on i some what figured life didnt matter unless she was my friend, almost started making plans to move to oxford. i remember feeling incredibly hopeless and deppressed at that age coz i didnt know her, it was so so itense i remember, but somehow i got over it, amazingly, didnt, and wouldve considered it possible at the time but in some way it happened
ive once recognized it happening again with another prson and ive shut off anything to do with that movie, coz i dont want it happening again.
by the way (not really helping) shes a year older than me, but almost to the date. and also found out the other girl, i recognized having an obsession with is almost exactly on that date aswell...strange.
i really hope this` helped somewhat. ask me anything if you feel the need to.

U are wot ur name suggests - absolutely healthy ...this is a passing phase...i knw how painful obsessions are...but the kind of obsession u have, will pass...Get on with ur life. Cheers!

Haha This is quite weird actually, While reading these posts I wonder If I posted on these forums and forgot about it. Because its exactly how I felt/ and sometimes still do feel about emma watson. It happened right after the half blood prince movie also when i was 18, and I looked up videos/interviews/ etc as explained above. The thing is I really never watched the harry potter series when i was young because of my parents not liking the witchcraft theme..But now 19 I still enjoy looking at how amazingly beautiful she is and fantasizing about meeting here but I learn to Look up to emma as insperation more than anything now. About how much she has accomplished at her age and how humble she is for being so famous. I also am a christain and I can go to God anytime and pray for help and wisdom on this matter. And before I know it I've come to my senses and I am all better.

But if I could give any advice to anyone thats obsessed like i was with Emma watson which im sure there are Millions no joke, just admire her for what she accomplished and try to be more like in the act of being humble and striving to do your best in everything you do. And for sure pray to God for help, even the smallest thing God can help you with.

No task is too big or small for God. Good luck all!

The funny (and horrible) thing about being human is that we never seem to fully accept just how normal our oddities are. Since everyone so carefully edits what they express to others we never get the chance to realize just what twisted thoughts occur inside everyone's heads from time to time.

You are perfectly normally abnormal. As others have said it sounds like Emma Watson thing is just a teenage (and it lingers into adulthood) crush, idealization, with some obsessive elements. I'm sure you have long since moved onto other interests...

J

DUDE, I LITERALLY have the same story as you, WELCOME To the club! I grew up with harry potter then stopped watching then i came back and watched the last one, and boom it hit me right there, look how much emmas grown up, and how the series throughout all these years ron harry and hermione met on that bus and have gone through so much. I just started to like her. I wanted to see how she was doing, looked at interviews, now i saw her personality, so NORMAL, no ego, no nothing. I got over it in 2 months, but now 5 months later, im back into her, almost inlove if thats possible. But you'll get a break dont worry. I

*** I TOTALLY agree with you on the fact you cant see her as "sexy" or "hot" me neither! She is just princess that i want to give a huge hug and kiss on the cheek too. I almosted "fantasized" about her but it just didnt feel right. YOUR IN THE SAME BOAT DUDE, NOTHING IS WRONG.Eventually like me, youll start seeing her differently. I noticed that she is just a normal person, goes to sleep at night, and wants food, and wants to have fun, and went to school. If i get the chance ill meet her, She's the only famous person im willing to fly a plane to see, maybe ill run into her who knows. PEACE dude YOU GOTTA CRUSH