Is it ok to broadcast myself on sex cams instead of watching

So I’ve been “sober” from porn after more than 15 years of porn controlling my life badly (I’m 24 now),

Is it damaging for my brain to broadcast myself on sex cams?
Because I’m not consuming porn at all, I just find it sexually arousing knowing that I turn on people by sharing my body

Hello and welcome!

It's still porn, isn't it? Instead of looking at the porn, you're the porn! I can't speak for everyone, but for me that would be at least as addictive and damaging a behaviour as merely looking at webcams. I have a feeling that the brain mechanisms going on from one to the other aren't probably that different from each other.

Also, do you think this could be a 'back door' way of consuming porn- by being the porn? And your mind is using the excuse 'I'm not looking at it' as a way to excuse it? I know if I were abstaining from porn, but were doing that, that would be my excuse.

LoremI wrote:So I’ve been “sober” from porn after more than 15 years of porn controlling my life badly (I’m 24 now),

Is it damaging for my brain to broadcast myself on sex cams?
Because I’m not consuming porn at all, I just find it sexually arousing knowing that I turn on people by sharing my body

I don’t think it’s the same personally