Struggling

I've hit rock bottom. I acknowledge it is my fault. I took pictures of women in bikinis on the beach and my wife found them on my computer. She also found porn. She says I'm a sexual predator (I don't believe I meet the definition, but she believes it and that is what matters). On Wednesday she kicked me out. I am at a hotel until Monday, but then I will be out of money and living in my car. I have been attending SAA meetings every day, but my wife isn't going to let me come home until she is satisfied that I have recovered, which will be a while. She has no sympathy for me, doesn't care if I am homeless. I think she actually wants me to be. She has also threatened to notify my employer that I'm a sexual predator, which would get me fired, and also tell my friends. I am doing my best to fix this, but it is not enough. I will not do it anymore, but she thinks I'm a pervert and sexual predator. I have no idea what to do, and don' know how I will recover from this. It would help if she was supportive of my journey to recovery, but she is hard hearted. I am also going to a therapist, but she isn't happy with his treatment plan. Anyway, thanks for listening. I appreciate it.

Okay so the picture taking was a little inappropriate but I wager most guys look at porn.

Someone needs to argue that making you homeless and stressed, isn't going to help you get over it, especially if you run to it as a coping mechanism.