Cock fetish

Ive been bisexual for 13years now, i am a submissive top with women, and a submissive bottom with men, i love giving oral to both sexes but dont like recieving it. It is very easy and natural for me to be emotionally involved with a woman, yet easier for me to be sexually involved with a man. I am not attracted to men aside from their penis or atleast i havent allowed myself to be attracted to them in any other way. And its too late for me to continue trying new things because i am married and deeply in love with my wife, but my desire to have sex with and give oral to other men is still very present in my mind. This could be brcause my wife doesnt ever try to initiate sex, it is always me that has to initiate it. I have talked to her about it so many times and yet it have never changed over the years. But even if she did initiate sex and was a sexual godess wanting it 24/7, i still think i would crave cock. Is this a fetish, a pattern, am i bisexual, gay, straight, or what? Really hoping to get some educated thoughts on where i am in all of this confusion

I don't think I would call that a fetish. Indeed, we can scarcely discuss fetish, here. Now that paraphilias is closed.

In bisexual men forums, I've seen that before- for some of us, it's all (or mostly) about the cock. For me if I were a practicing Bi, it would factor large but I would enjoy other aspects of a man. But still mostly physical,I think.

So my sexuality comes down to how others view diffent sexualities? I could be bisexual, straight, or gay depending on how one personaly views sexuality.

Reckon so. Personally I'm inclined to think of you as bi, of which there are infinite shades, it certainly doesn't mean you have to like both the same way or same amount.

Snaga,

Thank you for your insight

Snaga,

What are your thought on switching gender roles during masturbation?

*laughs* you're asking someone who thinks of themselves just this side of trans, beware!

No, I think it can range from meaningless fantasy, to autogynephilia, to being somewhere on the middle ground of the gender spectrum, to being trans. And that's going to depend on how a person feels about it and about themselves, I think. Personally, even though I have an absolute fascination with gender bending, and feel almost, but not quite, trans, and often fantasize about presenting or being female, I don't actually incorporate that into masturbatory fantasy that often. More often than not, those are same-sex, but with me as me.

I guess i dont really change genders during masturbatiin when watching porn bc i only watch anal and blowjob porn. With a man and a woman but my focus is mostly on the man and i can see myself in the womans position not nessesarily as a woman but as me being in her position. I cant watch vaginal porn and feel like the woman beeing i donr have a vagina, but anal porni can really relate with the womenin anal porn and the ladies giving blowjobs aswell

If you mentioned gay porn, I didn't see it....? Does that float your boat any?

, gay porn is a huge turn off fo me, i am only into straight porn anal, blowjobs, the furthest i stray from that would be shemale porn