Hey Everyone, here is my storie: I'm a student, i should by the end of the year have my bachelor's degree.
The problem is, it took me 5 years( instead of 3) for having this bachelor. Right now i'm supposed to send an application for a Master.
This 2 years doesn't felt like they were usefull, it felt like i was loosing my time mostly. And I failed because i was somekind a master of procrastination.
It was so paradoxical, the harder i wanted to work the more i wasn't doing anything. Atm I feel like i'm loosing my time and no matter what i'm going to do is worthless. BUT i keep trying, with different ways to work, sometimes it works for a month or something like that, then the procrastination is knocking to my door again.
I like what i'm studying so i can't really find what's wrong with me ? i'm not the most happiness guy on earth but i would not say i'm drepessed nether. I have friend and i had stable relationship
So i came her asking you guys if you had any relative experiences ? I don't give up deep inside of me there is something pushing me to try over and over but it's been 5 years that i keep lowering my self-esteem.