dysfunctional thinking

i hàve a problem.i am calculating the no of girls look at me on a day to day basis and when i spot a decrease i suddenly get depressed ehen i spot a increase i get so much happy.like excited.this mood swings nearly destroyed my life and there is s large dysfunctional thoights i had created behind this...
Today i am going in a bus and no of people looking at me is less than yesterday so somethinhvis wrong with my appearance..
i sense the damger..