A follow up to "20 Years on Earth"

This is a follow-up to post I had previously written, "20 Years on Earth," in which I now realize I sounded like a complete and utter douchebag. I apologize if I offended anybody, I promise that the hatred is not directed towards anyone but myself (if it does come off that way to anyone else). Whenever I rant about my mental illnesses, I tend to get very angry because I can't even put into words how much I hate myself. I'm a cynic, a coward, and a lame excuse for a human being. Here, on this forum, are so many people who are struggling with things more painful than I can even imagine (I've read through some posts and bawled my eyes out), and here I am and I sound like an utter jerk. I apologize.

I believe all of you readers out there are stronger than you think, and I wish nothing but the best for each and every one of you. Again, I'm sorry about coming off as a pretentious jerk earlier, I promise that was not my intention AT ALL and if I hurt anyone's feelings, know that the thought makes me sick to my stomach.

I wish you all nothing but the best,
A.