Just want to burst into tears..

Am sitting here with my boyfriend less than a foot away on the computer. in 10 days we are going to america on a backpacking trip for 11 weeks, and after much searching and posting on forums it's looking like the amount of money we are going to have might seriously actually not be enough, alot of money has been given to us by parents and grandparents which Is hard enough as it is to accept, but the frightening thing is I know it has to be accepted becoz our funds of our own back wont be enough.

My dream is being crushed in front of me with ###$ all I can do about it pretty much,
Cant change the dates of the flights because we brought the tickets so close to actually flying their non changeable and non refundable.

I just wanted to get that off my chest

I'm sorry to hear about yout trip ConeOnThunderChild.
It must be disappointing to know that something you've wanted to do for so long doesn't work out.

There will be another time though- try to remain positive.
Hang in there.

Sorry if some thigns is ay are complety off, i have no idea what your trips about etc.
Are you still going to go on your trip?
I dont know what you are planning on doing there etc. But maybe to save money you could get cheeper hotels, buy less things or cancel a few thigns you plan on doing.
Try not to be down just because a few thigns dont work out dosint mean you still cant have a wonderful time on your trip. Make it the best you can. I bet if you just forget about the disapointments you will have a good time