Diary of a sad man?

I've tried keeping journals in the past. Not sure where they've all ended up.
Thought about (even started to a certain degree) doing it on facebook.

I have no real life anymore and am in a state of serious flux.
Attempts to get local help have been like drops of water feeding a redwood, sometimes scorching flames. No family support.

Would it be appropriate to keep one here?

Gypsyhood here I come.

Banz

Wow, I never would have guessed my post belonged in the self esteem section.
so now I have self esteem issues on top of it all. No wonder noone likes me or talks to me.
I'm a walking basket case.

Not for long...

betrayed by another counselor - judged on the 3rd session
deeper and deeper into the abyss I go
alone and fearful of what's to come
betrayed and abandoned by friends and family
who wants a sadsack around anyway
good things I didn't pass the genes on
cant help feeling depressed - it's eitheri that or anger


I go online looking for help and I read the same thing over and over
it's important to have a good support network and good counselor
no friends no shrink
not sure how much longer I can last