Another brick in the wall...

Kayty wrote:What kind of thing? I can help with whatever I feel I should help with. It's not like I was trying to tell them what to do or anything. I was'nt trying to do the mod's job.

Im perfectly calm (no attitude). "Excuse me?" That sounds like attitude to me. But whatever, like I already stated, Im done.

I never gave you attitude, how can you say that I gave you attitude when it's over a computer screen.
Anyways if you want to continue this dicussion like I said PM me.

I think it's best to lock this thread.

If you friedpiper would like this re-opened to continue this discussion that you started then you are welcome to pm me.

Otherwise I think it's best this topic remains closed so that no further arguments or disagreements can be exposed to the open forum.

Keep them in PM's.

FriedPiper wrote:

What's going on? Did I miss something?

Depends...did you miss me?
Anyways...im like not so depressed anymore...Getting used to isolation and withdrawl...
I stole 95$ from my dad to pay for dope once...and i feel really bad about it...i only just remembered too lol. Drugs can lead to being an asswipe...I wish I could pay my dad back but that 95$ went up in smoke ... Which reminds me, dont EVER smoke ciggerettes. They like the most evil creation in the world. and money...money is evil...and people are evil...and tv is evil...and bottled water is evil...mcdonalds is evil...so much evil

Friedpiper,

Awww, you know, when I first quit it was harder than hell. But you'll soon hopefully be able to see things more positively. Yes, the world is not a wonderful place these days, I'll admit that. I had to learn to rethink cuz the drugs made everything okay. or it seemed it was cuz i was wearing blinders , so to speak. I tuned out.
But the world kept spinning and my world stood still and it fell apart, piece by piece.

I had to wake up or lose everything. There are still occasions, that i want to just go get plastered, but it's so temporary and then I combine my issues.

You hang tough, I call this part "the awakening" some call it "the rebirth". We all have a name for it. It helps to better cope I think anyway. Just keep fighting, and don't give up.
gentle hugs of support.